Little realisation -doing it every day building habits

January 8th, 2014

I’m a huge fan of coming up with daily habits and doing it every day. The current ones I’m trying to get back into are brushing my teeth twice a day and recording what I ate both are going well for the week that I have been working on this. I have also been working on other things. College deadlines are approaching all to rapidly. Though my project is mostly complete I have a way to go yet. I may be very busy on Saturday with the write up I hate write ups

I had a bit of down time because I woke up early this morning and during that time I got to philosophizing about who I am and how I think of myself. It was a lovely little internal debate. I thought about the word am.  And it’s a present tense thing. Who am I right now? So I got to looking at the things I am at the moment.

  • I am a masters student. Studying creative digital media I am a
  • writer I am currently writing a novel. I’m doing 400- 500 words a day so I am a writer cause I am writing
  • I am a video editor. Putting a college project together.
  • Photographer I went out and took photos of fanore.
  • I am a beginner composer and mediocre cellist ,Pianist, Violinist Mandolin player Guitar player
  • I am a reader currently reading the wolves of midwinter by Anne rice.
  • Blogger (writing a blog right now)
  • Beginner fitness freak
  • Ad trafficker can’t forget the day job.

These are things I do at the moment. Every day or close enough to it. There’s a list even longer of things that I don’t do any more. Are they part of who I Am. not so much. Who I was seems closer to the mark.

Basically I realised that its what I do regularly that makes up who I am and if I want to be someone else I need to do the things that make me that someone else. Not that I want a mad change. I want to be fit. So I’m doing the things that will get me fit. I did my first jog on the 5th using the couch to 5k app and I had my second one this evening despite the wind and the rain I enjoyed it. I’m slow so far bit I expect that to improve and there where times I thought my lungs would explode but I was doing better then day one especially of you go by amount of phlegm produced there was definitely less of that.

I did have one piece of bad news. I failed my grade 4 cello exam again. But for the exact opposite reasons I failed last time. My cello teacher is confident I’m ready to move onto grade 5 and I agree. I’m sick to death of the pieces and looking forward to new ones. Hopefully I do better this time. I think the reason I failed was nerves. I did the pieces and was left shaking. Its something I need to work on.

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